Autumn

Well, we have had such a busy autumn! From a family trip to Williamsburg, VA, to a Dinner and a Movie (FRESH) showing here at the farm, to a big family reunion… our fall has been a blur!

Throughout the last couple of months, I have been reminded over and over (and over and over!!) to slow down. Even if it is simply my breathing! Moments can just slip away without notice and I feel within my soul this lurching forward to grab it back. Maybe even take back something that may have spilled out of my unthoughtful lips and ungrateful heart. It is sad that when we allow the busyness to overtake us, that we so easily slip into selfishness, control and defense mode. At least I tend to. Amongst the to-do lists and laundry, tears and smiles, there are moments of calm. Peace. The presence of my Creator.

All the seasons are so defined here in Virginia… this Florida girl is cherishing the transitions between them. As we experienced our first autumn here in Virginia, I sensed God speaking to me through the falling leaves. Some ripped off by the breeze, others ready to be released and tossed gently in the wind. Regardless of how, the trees were ready to be bare. Preparing for dormancy and rest. Quiet. Solitude. I believe that our souls need to experience changes of seasons also. It is important for us to have a time of unloading, “de-leafing”, and shedding an outer layer of ourselves. A time to peel back and then in the winter, explore a little deeper within what we believe. Making room for quiet and even rest for our weary souls. We must not forget that Spring always comes… with its glorious greens and vibrant colorful flowers… our souls re-awaken from the quiet, ready to march ahead and shout for joy at the newly discovered depth of relationship with our Maker! And then into the flourish of Summer. Busily sowing and harvesting, growing and serving, praising the One who encourages us on. Until again, we return to Autumn, ready to let go a little more of ourselves and prepare again for restoration in the peace and quiet presence of Winter.

And so the Season cycle goes… for our world and our souls. I pray that we will seek time this Christmas Season to have solitude and reflect on the Seasons of our soul. To allow God to work in us and deepen our faith.

Peace to you and yours…

4 Responses to Autumn

  • So lovely. You have such a graceful, eloquent way about you, Carolyn! Welcome to Virginia! :)

  • Lecia says:

    Lovely.

  • DAD says:

    Lovely description, Carolyn! I too am enjoying this slowing time of year and preparing for the Spring farm chores. We have met some beautiful, wonderful people during our first six months here. I am thankful for them as well as thankful for you, Ian, and the children. God has blessed us all in so many ways!

  • Amanda says:

    so beautiful!

    And your right.
    so right.

    I need the seasons too. It’s funny, because whenever I start to tell myself that I like a certain season more than the other, I always go back to enjoy them each as they come.

    I’m thankful your family is here in Virginia:)